Friday, May 15, 2009

Love Never Fails

Thursday evening: Sometime around the fourth or fifth speech a thought occurred to me. I was watching hard-line socialists and moderate democrats, observant Muslims and fundamentalist atheists, Christians and Jews, top campus officials and little freshmen all move a little bit closer to each other. Last week I wrote that we like to keep ourselves in comfortable boxes instead of engaging each other across our differences. Well, over the course of the past week, we began work on that engagement. It’s what politics is at it’s finest. Weeks like this give me hope for the rest of the year.

A common refrain this week was that the right-wingers were motivated by hatred. I think that’s not quite it. More than anything, I felt fear emanating from their ranks. I don’t fault them for feeling it; I fault them for letting it rule them.

I can conclude only by ceding the floor to my friend Tinley Ireland, who gave, for my money at least, the best speech of the evening. Just as the sun set, shining right into her face, she stood up on the steps of Sproul Hall on that same consecrated spot where earlier in the day the fear-based community had shouted itself hoarse about the people “over there” who are just waiting, waiting to get us. She stood there and told us about her faith. She talked about how the hardest part of following Christ was to love­ not just her friends, but her enemies too. To stop having enemies at all, to feel that universal pulse of humanity, that spark of the divine that flows through all of our veins.

At the end she asked who in the crowd didn’t believe that Jesus was the son of God. Most hands went up. Mine did. She smiled, and as the light faded she simply and truly said, “I love you.” I’ve been on the receiving end of a few punches in my life, but nothing ever hit me that hard. I don’t know exactly what kind of politics or religion or philosophy that is—but whatever it is, where can I sign up?

Saturday, January 10, 2009

A Tribute to Jill Austin


Jill Austin went to be with her Beloved Jesus in heaven at 7:48pm Pacific Time today, 1/9/09.

A Seed Falling To The Ground...

I had the privilege of spending the final week of Jill's life on earth with her. I am so grateful that God divinely orchestrated such precious time with my spiritual mama though we both didn't know it at the time.

We had many meals together, shared lots of smiles and stories, but more importantly shared with such vibrancy our hopes and dreams for seeing the arts and creativity once again restored to our Beloved Creator.

I shared with her a dream I had a couple months ago that got her excited about doing dramas again. In the dream, Jill was just getting off a plane in California from Kansas City. As she arrived, she handed me a flyer with characters such as Cinderella, Snow White, and Sleeping Beauty all over it. She wanted to put on a conference where each of these stories would be told prophetically to the church through drama, film, music, and the arts. It was to call the Bride of Christ to come out of bondage into our rightful place as His royal sons and daughters through creativity.

I think that is why it's been so difficult to let her go. I've had to wrestle with the thought that her destiny was somehow aborted. But I was reminded of the Scripture:

I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. (John 12:24)

As she poured out her heart and vision for the arts to be restored this final week, she was surrounded by young people. She would share stories of her "Empty Cradle" drama about abortion that used to be seen by 8000 people in one weekend during the 70's and 80's. Jill would tell us that people would flood and weep in the altars during her performances because the heart of God was so vividly displayed.

We couldn't keep our mouths shut as she spoke as we were filled with excitement, screaming, "YES, THIS IS WHAT WE BURN FOR. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO DO. YOU'RE PUTTING LANGUAGE TO OUR DREAMS!!!! DRAMA, ART, MUSICALS, FILMS, TV, DANCES, SONGS THAT DISPLAY GOD'S HEART." Her dreams came alive within us as she spoke and we left every meal with a passionate resolve in our hearts that said, "Let's do this!"

I believe that her destiny is far from being aborted but is now being handed over to a generation to be multiplied as we honor this steadfast forerunner.

A Prophet of the People

Another moment that lives on in my memories of Jill happened just a few days ago on January 2nd, 2009. Jill and I were having dinner at Higher Grounds Cafe when a young man out of nowhere bowed down to introduce himself to Jill. He raved at how much she has blessed him and his friend through her ministry.

Jill was clearly embarrassed by his gushing remarks but she continued to ask his name, where he's from, and genuinely took interest in getting to know him and his friend. We even rode over to the Luke 18 Conference with them.

When I asked her about that whole experience and if it's hard to stay humble, she said, "Going through everyday life keeps you humble." She later whispered in my ear during worship, "You know how Princess Diana was known as the people's princess, I want to be known as a prophet of the people. I want to be with the people."

I believe that desire came to pass in such an unexpected way just a few days later. As she fought for her life, literally thousands in the body of Christ throughout the world stopped what they were doing to intercede and cry out on her behalf. People were glued to their iPhones and laptops, awaiting news of their beloved Jill. Day and night, their hearts went out to her, full of love towards a woman who they encountered once in their lives but it changed them forever.

Although the loss of Jill is sudden and tragic, I believe it happened the way she would've wanted it to be... dramatic. In her finale, she once again gripped the hearts of the people, made us weep, and ultimately led us to gaze upon the one that she loves, Jesus Christ, who's arms she rests in both now and forevermore.

Take a bow, Jill, from the balcony of heaven, and know you've moved us once again with a story about you and your beloved Master Potter.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Redeeming Love


I never read a romance novel in my entire life unless you consider Hunchback of Notre Dame one. I thought they were a cheesy, sappy, indulgent waste of time.

But I made a deal with my friend, Shara, that if she read my two of my favorite books, The Alchemist and The Shack, I'd read hers. When she said, Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers was her favorite, I let out a heavy sigh and regretted giving her my word. It happened to be in the house I was staying in, how coincidental! I picked it up and thought, "A 464 page Christian romance novel??? How cheesy can you get!?!?!?!?"

Not anymore. It has rocked me to the core. I couldn't put it down, I finished it in four days! I feel like I've gone through a transformation along with the main character of the book since she thought so many of the same thoughts I do and did so much of what I've done to protect myself, especially from others.

There's a quote towards the end of the book which sums up the book:
"Love is the way back into Eden. It is the way back to life."

I hope that from today on, my life will live out that message to everyone around me.

Every book I've read this summer, though not purposeful, has one common, overarching theme: LOVE

I've come to this conclusion after all that I've recently read along with my life's experiences:
We fear that which we cannot overcome and the only way we can overcome is through love. Love is the only power in all of creation that can turn water into wine, paupers into princes, and this desolate, hopeless outcast into a beloved daughter of God. No one is immune to the transforming power of God's love, not even one.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Great Quotes

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

-Marianne Williamson

The following quotes are from The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo:

Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is a worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity.

If a person is living out his destiny, he knows everything he needs to know. There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.

Remember what I told you: the world is only the visible aspect of God. And that what alchemy does is to bring spiritual perfection into contact with the material plane.

When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's not need at all to understand what's happening...

No matter what he does, every person on earth plays a central role in the history of the world. And normally he doesn't know it.

Once upon a time a visitor came to the monastery looking for the purpose and meaning of life. The teacher said to the visitor, 'If what you seek is Truth, there is one thing you must have above all else.' "I know," said the visitor. "To find truth I must have an overwhelming passion for it." "No," the Teacher said. "In order to find Truth, you must have an unremitting readiness to admit you may be wrong."

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Sarah's Summer Reading List

There's nothing like a good book and a cool beverage when it's hot outside. If you're looking for summer reading, these come HIGHLY RECOMMENDED:

1) The Shack by William P. Young (This book is tied as my favorite w/ Final Quest by Rick Joyner)


2) Freedom of Simplicity by Richard J. Foster


3) The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho


4) Irresistible Revolution by Shane Claiborne


5) Sexless In The City by Anna Broadway (I hung out w/ the author yesterday, she's great and loves God)


Enjoy and have a GREAT summer! GOD BLESS!

Monday, April 14, 2008

Creativity

At the rate technology is going, many experts are predicting that the most valuable commodities of the future will be creativity, innovation, and new ideas because computers will be able to take over many of the jobs today that don't involve creative thinking. New ideas, creativity, and innovation all comes from the "artist" or "child" within us who's not afraid of exploring new combinations and associations.

Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once we grow up. - Pablo Picasso

The "survivor brain" inside of us will shun exploring new territory, it loves repetition because it is "safe". But we must remember, as we allow ourselves to create, we are to measure our growth according to progress and not perfection (which the "censor" will do with comments like, "What a lame drawing that is! How stupid is that line!")

So as you explore your creative gifts, don't be afraid to mess up because we all need to start somewhere and what we create tomorrow will most likely be better than today. We need to continue on that process to get to where we want to be, expressing who we are and the unique creativity that God's placed in all of us. Proverbs 24:16 is a good reminder to all of us on the path of living out the God-given desires of our heart: A righteous man falls seven times and gets back up.

Here's a quote from John Kao at a recent conference who is known as "Mr. Creativity":

"We're living in an era of great instability and turmoil - in both the positive as well as the negative sense. And I think that individuals and organizations are now in a continuous state of re-evaluating what they want, what is possible, how can they exploit new opportunities. And creativity is the capability that allows realization of this. Without creativity, we are nothing. Without creativity, we're really condemned to do the same old thing."

Check out this video about "Education and Creativity":



Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Misty Edwards - Set A Seal Upon My Heart

You won't relent until
You have it all

my heart is Yours

Come be the fire inside of me
Come be the flame upon my heart
Come be the fire inside of me
Until You and I are one

I don't want to talk about You
like You're not in the room
I want to look at right You
I want to sing right to You